Never resting.

Days seem to slip into hideout
chase become a flee
not a place to be.
The sunset burning my eyes
I close them for tomorrow
for now, I feel to much sorrow.
I remember the days filled with love
the nights filled with the tenderness of the star
the love that healed any kind of scar.

It came to my mind how often I been here
all this chase of nothing, just to have everything
and chase this dream long gone ended in a fringe.
I’ve searched in so many eyes to find the true love
gazed and starred endlessly into a fear I can’t escape
someday soon the important day will arise bright in shape.
I have gather all my strength for the coming year
all these sting and pokes I accepted, I now shake the ache
want this one thing to heal what others always want to break.

I’m having trouble resting
a fight no one knows better than you and me
just penetrated by your mind is where I want to be.

Days ends in hideout to shelter my mind
chases ends and no more fright
my dreams create this night.
Sunset arose from your eyes
I shade to resist the beauty of your light
but embrace your warmth all through the night.
I recall every word you ever said to me
all these days turned into nights
your love penetrating all of my fights.

Forever words were never quite understood
I searched everywhere I shouldn’t just to flee what’s scared
but frightened from life and mind it was all I ever dared.
I saw the sunrise throwing shadows in a tribute of hope
longer than ever because my heart was dying
yes, as to mock the days and spend nights lying.
I’m walking alone here
most of the time I have left the world I created from our dance
but I also see her coming against me like my last chance.

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About jachso

Hey Destiny Poets. I live in Denmark about 90 km from Copenhagen and works in Roskilde as a teacher and mentor. I'm probably not like most men of my age and yes I am aged 50 years old. I've tried a lot of jobs without finding what I'm passionate about. Writing, I have always loved and I was probably just 14 years old when I produced my first poem. I have not yet been released some of my poems, but I hope it happens one day. I just finished a novel which I would like to have published, now the time and talent show whether I have the ability to write. Poetry has a special meaning for me and this is where I really feel at home. My life has sometimes been marked by many losses. In the mid eighties, I lost my fiance at the time when the accident happened was pregnant. She lost control of the car and drove herself and her child, who was on his way thereby, to death. It has really made its mark on my life and way of thinking. In the late nineties, I had problems with my back and had to seek other avenues to support myself. I finally decided to enroll at university and was admitted to the humanist line. I read philosophy, science, psychology, journalism and history, but philosophy and psychology is my major interest. I thrive today in the RUC aka Roskilde University just 25 km from Copenhagen. My job is to guide and teach, and it is a job with speed and that gives me a lot again. I have two collections of poems ready to be released, if I can find a publisher who will publish them. I have no children, it would obviously be my lot in life although I have tried, but luck never smiled at me that way. If you have any questions for me so I hope you just ask away all you want, I'll respond as soon as I have read the questions. With kindest regards from Jan Sorensen

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