Am Evolving …..

Am Evolving …..
Am evolving all the time
mutations occuring overnight ,
I wonder why I feel scattered
nothing more than peace mattered ,
then why do I feel unexplored
Am I unplanned , not configured ,
or did I make myself one
what am I craving for ?
I am perturbed over what ?
did I miss the bus somewhere
or I slipped off one…. ,
lying injured in amnesia
trying to find a direction ,
moving ahead or retrograde
need a magnetic compassion ,
before I die
just once want to receive life ,
looking in to its eyes
and say to myself ,
yes you have done it
yes you are dying empty …..
want my critics to be more acidic
to shake my life which is so basic ,
to purge out lethargy
and infuse me with some energy ,
drive some sense
in to my dead neurons ,
I do not know
when I will be gone ,
when the Pearly Gates open
or will the Satan come to threaten ,
But I need someone to guide
put me on the path to ride ,
my horse trotting and galloping
my horizon widening ,
but just one sun and not many
yet stars countless uncanny !
God please let me feel empowered
before my coffin is lowered ,
my dust to enrich the soil
for my Cypress to be green and royal !!!
© Dr Swati A Gadgil , All Rights Reserved .

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About Dr Swati A Gadgil

Anaesthesiologist , practising since last 30 yrs in Mumbai and medico legal advisor. Counsellor for Children at Puberty , Parenting , Stress Management , Motivation and Peace MBBS DA LLM Postgraduate in Human Rights Postgraduate in Hospital management Founder President of NGO, Dombivli Women's Welfare Society and it's youth wing NayaSavera Published three books of poetry Columnist and writes on various topics like Stress Management Appointed by Times of India as Consultant for their NIE Newspaper In Education Program Recognised by Medical associations and Rotary Speaker and panelists on Tele media, print media and National and International conferences Taekwondo Red Belt

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