I fear the day she leave.

If I suddently go blind,
not losing my sight but more like my only friend.
What if my world disapear?
And the breath I need to take,
leaves with her.
What if there were no lies,
on the day that she leave me?
And the heart just suddently stop,
crumple and disapear into nothing.
I have nothing when she leave,
only the truth of absence.

A victim of emptiness,
leaving me in fear when the day come.
I will be more than broken if she leave,
more than torn apart and without hope.
I wonder where her fortress will be,
a place without roses or color.
The path to there is full of stones,
obsticles impossible to cross.
I really fear the day she leave.
Only one truth left to verify,
absence is all what is left for me.

If I go suddently blind,
and the Earth where I stand, vanish?
Only the exhale of my breath,
leaves me on the day she leave.
So what if I cry for one more time,
will it ever interfer with her choise?
I keep my eyes closed,
hide the reality behind dark eyelids.
I don’t have much more to say.
Only one thing come to my mind,
it’s the fear inside me when she leave.

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About jachso

Hey Destiny Poets. I live in Denmark about 90 km from Copenhagen and works in Roskilde as a teacher and mentor. I'm probably not like most men of my age and yes I am aged 50 years old. I've tried a lot of jobs without finding what I'm passionate about. Writing, I have always loved and I was probably just 14 years old when I produced my first poem. I have not yet been released some of my poems, but I hope it happens one day. I just finished a novel which I would like to have published, now the time and talent show whether I have the ability to write. Poetry has a special meaning for me and this is where I really feel at home. My life has sometimes been marked by many losses. In the mid eighties, I lost my fiance at the time when the accident happened was pregnant. She lost control of the car and drove herself and her child, who was on his way thereby, to death. It has really made its mark on my life and way of thinking. In the late nineties, I had problems with my back and had to seek other avenues to support myself. I finally decided to enroll at university and was admitted to the humanist line. I read philosophy, science, psychology, journalism and history, but philosophy and psychology is my major interest. I thrive today in the RUC aka Roskilde University just 25 km from Copenhagen. My job is to guide and teach, and it is a job with speed and that gives me a lot again. I have two collections of poems ready to be released, if I can find a publisher who will publish them. I have no children, it would obviously be my lot in life although I have tried, but luck never smiled at me that way. If you have any questions for me so I hope you just ask away all you want, I'll respond as soon as I have read the questions. With kindest regards from Jan Sorensen

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