If I suddently go blind,
not losing my sight but more like my only friend.
What if my world disapear?
And the breath I need to take,
leaves with her.
What if there were no lies,
on the day that she leave me?
And the heart just suddently stop,
crumple and disapear into nothing.
I have nothing when she leave,
only the truth of absence.
A victim of emptiness,
leaving me in fear when the day come.
I will be more than broken if she leave,
more than torn apart and without hope.
I wonder where her fortress will be,
a place without roses or color.
The path to there is full of stones,
obsticles impossible to cross.
I really fear the day she leave.
Only one truth left to verify,
absence is all what is left for me.
If I go suddently blind,
and the Earth where I stand, vanish?
Only the exhale of my breath,
leaves me on the day she leave.
So what if I cry for one more time,
will it ever interfer with her choise?
I keep my eyes closed,
hide the reality behind dark eyelids.
I don’t have much more to say.
Only one thing come to my mind,
it’s the fear inside me when she leave.