I just wanted to stop, make the hurt go away
to disappear, to be rid of all fear
I had tried and tried but nothing else worked
I wanted to die for this pain not to stay
and I couldn’t see any other way.
I’m sorry I left you wondering why
I’m sorry that you had to hurt and to cry
I couldn’t take it no more and
talking wouldn’t have helped
if I chose to quit, at least I chose for myself.
If I don’t want to be rescued, please don’t blame yourself.