It’s the same feeling.

It’s the same feeling.

Tell me what I should do?

There was a light in my world, but now it is gone and has left me alone here.

Is it always just the same, that the lights turns off, that’s so everything just leaving us.

Tell me what I should do?

All of my hopes and all my dreams left me or did turn the wrong way.

Perhaps you are seeing the smile on my face, but it’s just an illusion because the love has have left my eyes.

Tell me what I should do?

I can live one day at a time because I dare not look ahead to the future and do not know anymore what I should do?

Life without you is never going to be the same and you will be missed forever in my heart.

 

Cruel world, why do you always the best?

Cruel world, why brings you only the worst?

Cruel world if I could, I deleted you from the universe?

It is the same feeling.

Tell me what I should do?

I wake up every morning and feel only the cold which lies beside me and spreads to my side of the bed.

Now there is no one to look after me and protect me from cruelty and to be there for me.

Tell me what I should do?

Where do I go when facing the darkness makes me so afraid?

Who else is going to fill me with courage when fear creeps into my life?

Tell me what I should do?

I cannot continue my life on this lie on my own, and who will guide me now?

I can’t do without you in my life and always I will see further and so much more headed over theirs and my live.

Cruel world, you took a light from me which burned so incredibly strong.

Cruel world, you took a life there was incredible much bigger than you.

Cruel world if I could, I took the incredible light and life from you.

It is the same feeling.

Tell me what I should do?

Left to stay here alone I have nothing more to find and search, now that the best in life was taken from me and gone.

Alone, I must now live with the missing in my bleeding heart knowing that the best in my life never will appear again.

Tell me what I should do?

I’m trying to get through these days, but you are missing is so much more than I can bare, and need you to show me the right way.

I hope you are waiting for me somewhere in the distance and that we meet again surrounded by light and warmth?

Tell me what I should do?

The loss in me is so large but the world will miss your bright smile and appereance so much.

The loss is so large and the world has become a poorer and more grim place to live now without you.

Cruel world, I have only hatred and anger to spare and give to you.

Cruel world, why you take everything that is good and beautiful?

Cruel world if I could, I took the life of you and gave it all back to those you took it from.

It is the same feeling.

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About jachso

Hey Destiny Poets. I live in Denmark about 90 km from Copenhagen and works in Roskilde as a teacher and mentor. I'm probably not like most men of my age and yes I am aged 50 years old. I've tried a lot of jobs without finding what I'm passionate about. Writing, I have always loved and I was probably just 14 years old when I produced my first poem. I have not yet been released some of my poems, but I hope it happens one day. I just finished a novel which I would like to have published, now the time and talent show whether I have the ability to write. Poetry has a special meaning for me and this is where I really feel at home. My life has sometimes been marked by many losses. In the mid eighties, I lost my fiance at the time when the accident happened was pregnant. She lost control of the car and drove herself and her child, who was on his way thereby, to death. It has really made its mark on my life and way of thinking. In the late nineties, I had problems with my back and had to seek other avenues to support myself. I finally decided to enroll at university and was admitted to the humanist line. I read philosophy, science, psychology, journalism and history, but philosophy and psychology is my major interest. I thrive today in the RUC aka Roskilde University just 25 km from Copenhagen. My job is to guide and teach, and it is a job with speed and that gives me a lot again. I have two collections of poems ready to be released, if I can find a publisher who will publish them. I have no children, it would obviously be my lot in life although I have tried, but luck never smiled at me that way. If you have any questions for me so I hope you just ask away all you want, I'll respond as soon as I have read the questions. With kindest regards from Jan Sorensen

1 thought on “It’s the same feeling.

  1. Louis Kasatkin

    ” It’s the same feeling ” , conveys authentic ,unpretentious poetic insights . Several passages resonate with familiar tropes contained in Cat Stevens’ hit record from 1970 , ” Lady D’Arbanville “. My own view is that Jan’s poem could benefit from being several lines shorter without losing its powerfully emotional quality.

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