These feelings for you now has been there from the first moment I saw you.

Somehow always sure in my heart and mind why I can’t let you go.

You have stood up and fought for what you believe is the love inside me.

My temptation seduced every fiber inside, and your being lead me to never let go.

How much I love you I rarely shown…

always afraid to bow my head to wear that crown…

How much I love you, you might never have known…

Me in my state of being my promise stated, you will never end up all alone…

How much I missed you… these words to you now has never been so hard and so easy to say.

Somewhat ambivalent in my hate to missing you and in my love for you.

You have been a part of my life for so long now but I need to tell you this.

My imagination seduced me so often but you always put the truth in my heart.

How much I missed you I have never shown…

always so afraid you would bring me down…

How much I missed you, you have never known…

Me always out there searching for you before I drown…