I toss and turn
Following my thoughts on run.
I smile and glaze,
Sadness hitting with its blaze.
I wish to live
I wish to die.
As I delve in love
As i remember the lies.
I look at the razor,
I look at the blooms.
And I smile again
As I remind to hide my gloom.
By day ,by night
In turns,
I surrender,
I fight.
Contemplative, confessional and lucid
Thanks a lot Parneet
A powerful,candid,and introspective poem.