Am I…

I feel dull and bored.
Sore without any action.
Unappreciative and not admired.
may be like a dead spark in something suddenly wired.
At forty life needs not be so boring,
devoid of fun that send me soaring.
A woman needs admiring glances,
An opportunity to be lost in passion
and many unprepared ,unexpected chances.
Life as it has come to a standstill,
Heat flowing down, just in sweat.
Even dreams have deserted me
in this cycle of unfulfilled throes.
Do I want my moments wasted in this daily grind of life?
Or,I am ready for just another fling?